How is it that people always want to be someone or want to do something but it seems as if we never completely become the people that we are so longing to become? Why are we always questioning what is going to happen or what god wants for us ; or more often then not what we want for our selfs not even consider god or his plan? Why do most people have the hardest time trusting in god the one person who is completely faithful? Why do we hid behind our insicurities and flaws when knowingly we realize everyone has them?

This year I want to work on being a better version of myself. I want to be more loving, kind, open, excepting, advertures, and trusting. I want to be valunable and fearless. I want to trust and believe completely in god and his plan for me. I want to pray more. I want to be less hard on my self, I want to look in the mirror less and just do my best to be myself day in and day out! I'm tired of think about the person I want to be and not actually being that person!